can’t stop/won’t stop.

Jonagain: STOP TUMBLING AND FINISH YOUR ESSAY.

I WILL NEVER STOP.

actually i have a serious problem with authority, which leads to compulsive/arbitrary defiance.

which actually is why i didn’t get my license until i was almost 22. i honestly had set out to get it fairly early on, but once my parents started saying things like “you really need your license” i would respond (maturely) with “YOU CAN’T MAKE ME I WON’T DO IT” even though i really wanted my license.

i will be completely reasonable and logical right up until i perceive that i’m being commanded to do something. at which point, regardless of whether or not it is in my best interest to do so, i will respond with a very cartman-esque “FUCK YOU GUYS IMMA DO WHAT I WANT”.

i really don’t know why i’m like this.

that being said, i am actually going to finish my paper because fuck it i should have finished it last weekend when i had a free weekend. but no, marie antoinette happened. (I REGRET NOTHING.)

all i want to do is eat pupusas all day every day. if they are the only thing i ever get out of my salvadoran heritage, i will still die happy.

(unless the rest of the food in el salvador is just as delicious, in which case my life will have no meaning until i have gone to el salvador and eaten everything in sight.)